Anywhere but still Nowhere

Tears drowning in memories,
Or rather memories drowning in tears.
Human way to look at them,
Considering most fears.

Seems I can write anywhere,
Everywhere yet still nowhere.
Am I truly here?
Or is it just a figment of my fear.

Silent thoughts roaming,
Not there for others to be heard.
As it’s all in my head fighting,
Fighting my heart and soul.

My heart shouts for her,
As I truly seem to miss her.
Living live without her,
Is as living live without a sun.

No warmth to caress,
No emotions to light up.
No words to be told,
No love to be found.

- Albert Kuijt